HARD PRESSED FOR THE RIGHT WORDS: Archive

Feb 26th

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Feb 26th

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Feb 26th

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Feb 26th

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Feb 26th

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I want to change who I am, without changing who I am. It’s a very confusing time for me right now. I don’t know how to get one without giving up the other. Doing nothing, nothing at all… Where do we go from here.

Feb 24th

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I saw you while my mouth was half full of chicken wings and soda. We spent the night with two of my friends, sprawled out in bed, laughing at the world, all of our tired eyes on you. I pushed to be close, but like fire, I knew the consequences and took no chances on being burnt. I played my cards well though, showed off nicely and made you smile. That smile. The one all three of us boys probably...

Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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Can’t sleep, too much thinking, “It’s 3am I must be lonely.” I don’t do enough per day to say I’m alive, and it scares me so. These days are leaving and I feel like I’m just trying to hold on, Scared of what tomorrow may bring if anything changes at all. And you, you know just how to push all those right buttons. I knew you when I was a child, still...

Feb 20th

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Write it all down...

All of those bad things that happened, the way you feel about them, the horrible events and things you wish you could change. Write is as big and loud as you can. Write it hard enough that no matter how much you try to erase it, that paper, just like that memory is ruined forever. Write it down, all of it, all of the bad things. Anything you ever felt like shit about; things you’ve done and...

Feb 20th

Feb 19th

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Sad it’s Thursday but cannot wait for this weekend. Josh is more than halfway through his trip here and I seem to miss him already. I know it’s strange and it doesn’t make sense but no matter how dumb him or I (mostly he) act or treat each other or fuck around or get in too deep with shit, we will always be there for one another. We will always be brothers. Dreading school...

Feb 16th

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Feb 8th

An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. “It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.” He continued, “The other is good - he is joy, peace,...

Jan 31st

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somewhere in the streets: how to fall in love, by... →

weissewiese: Start by leaving home. It’s not where the heart is, but where the hard edge is. When ice begins to ebb from shoreline, freeing mangy marsh grass, leave. And as you pick up speed, let your life arc out away from you. Realize that you don’t know where you’re going and that…

Jan 26th

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Jan 24th

“The key to human happiness lies within our own state of mind, and so too do the...”

– Dalai Lama

Jan 24th

A kick in the balls is above 9000 del (units) of pain which is similar to giving birth to 160 kids and breaking up to 3200 bones at a time.

Jan 24th

Pens win sixth straight

Malkin almost didn’t get a chance to score his seventh game-winning goal of the season — the team record is 10 — because Washington’s Troy Brouwer rang a shot off the post behind goalie Marc-Andre Fleury with under a minute remaining. “I said, ‘thank you’ to the posts,” Fleury said. “They’re strong buddies.”

Jan 24th

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I see them standing at the formal gates of their...

I see my father strolling out under the ochre sandstone arch, the red tiles glinting like bent plates of blood behind his head, I see my mother with a few light books at her hip standing at the pillar made of tiny bricks, the wrought-iron gate still open behind her, its sword-tips aglow in the May air, they are about to graduate, they are about to get married, they are kids, they are...

Jan 11th

Jan 9th

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Jan 9th

Steelers

Things the Steelers need to do to be contenders again next season. #1. Either fire or reprimand Bruce Arians for being a complete dumb ass. This is in reference to horrible play calling for as long as he has been in Pittsburgh. He and Ben made up their own playbook and have changed the style in Pittsburgh without having the personnel to apply it. You have an O-line that is about a 8/10 in run...

Jan 9th